The throbbing headache from one year ago is back... Always have this when the annual event is near... Thank God this is my last year entering into such event.. The throbbing headache will never go away until everything is over.. and then what are some other symptoms?
Doing other nitty griity things instead of preparing for the event.. things i usually don't do.. whenever i planned to prepare for the event, i'll suddenly feel like cleaning up my room, sweeping and mopping the floor, go market and buy vegetables.. also i'll feel tired all the time and then try to delay the starting time.. aiya, in one word.. "Siam4".. not the country la.. I'll feel like avoiding but then i know i cannot then i'll try to push myself to do it - you see now how the headache develop right..
DISCIPLINE.. you'll need this when you don't have anyone breathing down your neck.. but compared to nagging, i rather be disciplined.. so if you don't want people to keep nagging then do your part by being discipline la..
haha.. see i'm trying to blog as long as i can so that i can start studying at a later time.. but then.. hmm.. goodbye.. hou4 hui4 you3 qi1.. wahhhh >.<
God, help me to study what will come out for my exam. Help me to study exactly what is needed. God lead me to study. God help me to love studying all the things that i don't like but you know that is necessary for my exams. Help me to be intelligent and quick to understand what i'm studying. Help me to study in a way for application in my exam. Help me to spend all the remaining time fruitfully. Amen.
(Same prayer every year for the past 7 years.. and God never fails..)
Can i add one more line this year.. God, help me to do really well in my exams.. God i know you can do it.. but i know you need my cooporation too.. ok.. goodbye everyone.. gonna hit the books now..