I was on the mrt train home just now.. then i was thinking how come this few weeks i keep having difficulty trying to put across exactly what i want to say in proper words..
then i was thinking "is it i am too confortable with who i am mixing with?"
perhaps i'm so used to them knowing my style that i need not even bring across my ideas in words.. i seem to always just say "you know what i mean?"..
this is actually quite scary.. i feel that the people around me seems to know what i want with just my little gestures, sighs, eye contacts (or stares).. that i dun even need to say anything and i get what i wanted..
or sometimes because i know that they know what i want so i need not explain myself so much.. or if other people dun get what i mean, i become to lazy to explain..
oh man, suddenly i feel that i may even lose the ability to express myself.. haha.. aiyo.. i think i am starting to talk baby language instead.. eweu..
i think perhaps that's what's wrong..
